Easier Said Than Done

Days gone by.

Stumbling upon you is the best day of my existence. To have you is beyond compare jiffy in my entire being. You had unshackled me to an overcast world I was in bequeathing afterglow through the fathomless ardour you had bestowed on me. You had put on my nose the path to where ecstasy lies. You had put unto view the grounds to subsist and how to let my hair down. You are the grounds in the wake of my beam, the grounds why I lingers cleaving unto vivacity, the grounds of my seventh heaven. I could not enquire for further because you are the whole thing I desired for. You had formed my verve into a life carrying great weight. You had bear out I am worthy to be love whereas you had let loose of my heart to love yet again. Reminiscent of the paramount piece of me is you.

Days gone by.

Things were not in the vein of way we inured to be. The way you inured to exchange a few words with me, the way you pencil in a beam on my face, the way you make me feel I’m over the moon, the way you held me tight so as to make me feel I’m bubble-like for you are there forever and a day to look after me from any harm I may chance upon. Conversely, it’s different by now in all honesty. I was wear through entirely by these circumstance we are currently in. I was dead on my feet to hold my horses for you to text me, for you to call me, to see me more than ever. I was all-in to have a handle on your hectic plans and schedules whereas I find myself incessantly beseeching for your time. I was dead beat for your ceaseless excuses, letting you off for what you have done and ended up going over from the way you give me the brush-off merely because of your action-packed verve. I’m bushed weeping every so often in the midst of the night of darkness on my own. I’m sapped accepting all of your excuses and contrite when in fact, I know you’ll do it yet again.

Days gone by.

With all those pains you’ve caused me, yet, I have a thing for you even now. However, I can’t put up with you to any longer extent for I can’t bear the pain any longer. I can forgive you, yet I can’t put out of my mind the thoughts of you as well as the pain you had set off in my heart. It needs time to mend my shattered heart so as to put you behind. But, solely thinking about it, my heart seems to burst out from pain. I don’t want to shed any tears yet again. I merely want to put you down to experience yet I know it’s easier said than done.

“I don’t walk out on you. I gave you up.”