Clenching My Fists Tight

“I don’t love you anymore. Just go away.”

Go away. Get me out of your system. Put me down to your experience. I’m setting you free for I am not worthy of your love. I told you I don’t have a thing for you to any further extent thinking I wouldn’t be able to lay eyes on you yet again.

Thus, I said my au revoir restraining myself not to shed tears at all. I’m giving you occasion to rummage around to where beatitude nestled. I can’t bear up given that you were ill by my grounds. You are entitled to be in ecstasy then again I can’t even pencil in a smile on your face. I’ll give a free rein to you for your chase to whatnot makes you happy.

I had pulled the wool over your eyes albeit my heart was shattered and falling into pieces taking into account you were walking away from me. The twinge I feel is too awful for words seeing you leaving without looking back at me. I set store on you consequently doing this even supposing I’ll suffer the loss of you which means a great deal in me. The relationship we had reached its conclusion all of a sudden. The way you say you can’t breathe without me so as you could kick the bucket without me, I wonder where it went.

As I have stared at you whilst you’re under your own steam away from me, as I have holding back my tears from falling yet I awaited you’ll look back at me once more however you didn’t. So this is our goodbye after everything else as it happens. In that case, I’ll set in train putting you out of my mind. Telling myself I wouldn’t love a girl in the vein of you that I wouldn’t think of you any longer. Then again, putting you behind is easier said than done.

At this point in time, I was at a standstill and down in the dumps, give leave to enter the verity that I will not be able to meet you yet again. The pain so as to kill me inch by inch, the thoughts of you relentlessly roaming in my mind, the fact that I don’t have you by far, the relationship we had for so long, abruptly come to nothing and end with tears.

All the same, I need to keep my head above water and so I turned my back in a jiffy in full swing repressing the tears waiting in the wings to tumble right down my cheeks.

“Au revoir. I will send you away so hurry up and go to be happy.”

Tears fall down in due course as I bit my lip at these cold icy words. I don’t want to look back. I don’t want to ever look back.

I started to cry.

Clenching my fists tight.