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How do we love strangers? Can we really love them? Can we really trust a perfect stranger who is thousand miles away from you? Is it possible to call him "The One" when you never even met once?

To tell you honestly, it's possible. For me.

I know this is the craziest and weirdest to say, but ... I've fallen for him for just a week. Too fast. Too insane. Too delusional if one would describe it. But, my heart leads me to him. Unexpected stranger who set foot in my heart, and I'll never let him walk out of it.

This is crazy. I'm crazy.

This is weird. I'm weird.

One would back stab me for being too slutty or flirty since my boyfriend and I just broke up two weeks ago. But my heart just couldn't stop falling for him over and over again.

So, I'll tell you a little background of what happened. I downloaded this messaging app called Kakaotalk and have chatted for some kpoppers. And this one guy who I remained talking to until now. But, on January 13, while I was getting ready for school, my phone beeps "Katalk!" I opened it. Then there he was. I was kind of excited to talk with him since I'm able to find new friends around the globe. I never really expected that it would really come to this. We talked and ask each other questions. And as time goes by, I became comfortable talking to him. We talked as if we were never once strangers to each other. And *pooof*. One day, I woke up. And I'm in-love with him.

Most of you would freak out and say so many adjectives related to "slut" or "flirt". That's fine with me. It doesn't matter.

What do I find in him interesting? Something that would make me fall for him? Nothing. I just love the way he was. I love it when we're talking as if we're just meters away from each other. I just love him. I never even felt this feeling before. I'm not flirting with him. I'm just ... liking and loving him.

Yeah. He's handsome. But, even before he showed me his photo, I started liking him the first day. He was tall. He's too sweet. He's too adorable. I like him. And it's mutual.

This would be the craziest, insanest and weirdest thing to say other than when I love him, but ... I was planning to go in his place. Netherlands. It's a very beautiful place where one can live very peacefully. (I know. I searched it on the net.) I even tried to learn his language which is Dutch. Yeah. He's a Dutch. I'm a Filipino. Two different race. But, one in heart. (I'm blushing! Shocks!)

Someday, the trance I always dream of having, would eventually come to life. Nothing would be impossible. We just have to work together and work things out for us. It's never going to be easy, but still, waiting for him would be all worthwhile someday.

Love is about taking risks anyway. One would never know if will going to work out or not if two people wouldn't even try to work things out for them.

It all just take efforts, patience and trust to each other.

It'll going to work out, one day.