Someone That I Used To Know

I like you.

You were very nice. You were kind enough to allow me to know you more. You care for me like we’ve known each other for a long time. You make me happy when my world seems to fall apart. You were always being there when I needed someone to lean you. You loved me like I’m very precious to you.

I fall for you.

I thought of having no commitments with other guy because you itself ought the things which a boyfriend do.

We don’t have any relationship status or any commitments. I was just a girl whom you cared for and you were my best friend whom I know for sure.

I confess the love I feel for you.

You didn't say a word as if you heard nothing from me. You even change the topic and make the atmosphere be witty enough. Tears started running down my face and ran away.

I thought you feel the same.

All those things you did for me, all pointing out that you cared for me and I safely deduced you love me, too. But I was utterly wrong. I thought you would feel the same as I do but you didn’t. I was just someone you cared for. Nothing special. Nothing more than as friend.

I hope things wouldn't change.

I don’t regret the things that I said. Now, it is clear to me that you did all those things because I am your friend. That falling for you wasn't right.

I don’t want to lose you.

But every little things change. You didn't talk to me. You didn't text me or ask me how I was doing. Things you do, things you make me feel, things you say before seems to fade away. It’s as if you were running away.

I don’t know you.

Months have passed and we don’t have any communication at all. Eventually, I chanced with you somewhere along the road. I greeted you happily because I was able to meet someone I missed so badly. But you didn't even smile and just left me alone smiling by herself. I am stunned and speechless.

Someone caring, thoughtful, kind and generous would eventually turn into someone I never thought he would be. He was unquestionably changed into a different person.

He was not the person I knew, someone that I used to know.