Restless Hours Of Darkness

In this long night, the time seems long-drawn-out, and this night is particularly sustained, this time without you.

In the midst of the lonesome hours of darkness, I utterly endure the agony engendered by the thoughts of you uproaring inside my mind, relentlessly thinking of someone I was been crazy with thus causing me to have restless nights.

In this long night, I shed tears persistently on the trot without a soul taking a crack to the circumstance I was engrossed with. No one would even bother to pay heed anyways. I was on my tod alleviating the dull pain of my own grounds. I was profoundly hurt by the veracity that love had deserted me, incessantly flabbergasting and slowly putting behind me.

I can’t have forty winks thanks to the reminiscences of you persistently flaunting and resting on my mind. The blissful jiffy we have for clear of two years, the saccharine things you do at all times, the way you make me feel out of the ordinary and the words beyond pleasing to heed, how am I supposed to contend with that?

Not a soul knows how rough it is for me to come to grips with those excruciating recollections single-handed. I am aching so as to be killed by my grounds. Utterly bizarre.

In this long night, I shut my eyes yet again. Scoring through the things which brought melancholy in my life, hoping to see the light as I perked up and start a new day, new world and new me to enjoy this life has to offer so another angel would ever smile upon me.

I cannot allow bad things to hinder me to the good things I wasn’t paying attention before. I don’t want to condone the chances which leads to a vivid and picturesque moments. I craved for the glee which abandoned me thus far.

I don’t want to be a prisoner of my past to any further extent. I want to live my life without thinking any qualms and fears. I don’t want to be hurt by someone so many times in a row. I want to live a renaissance where God is the heart of my life.

In this long night, I wanted to start the ball rolling in my life without you in it.